Is anyone else gettin uncontrollable spam in their AOL inbox? Since the New Year, I get at least 15 or more pieces of spam mail a day. How in the hell do I get rid of them? They aren't even the kind where you can open them and scroll to the bottom and hit unsubscribe. They are so stupid. "You have a check waiting for you" or "Your payment for yada yada yada has been sent to a different bank somehow" blah blah blah blah blah. I seriously need to get rid of these. I don't want to get rid of the e-mail address cuz I have certain things connected to that address but I don't want these e-mails anymore. Eh, I'll figure it out.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Spam With A Side Of Creepy Guys
Posted by Jenn at 7:19 PM 2 comments
Labels: creepy guys, myspace, spam mail
The Long Awaited Psychic Post
OK. So I went to a psychic a little while ago and had my cards read. First, let me tell you even despite the fact that I got all good news, it was awesome. It was like talking to someone I had known all my life. She knew instantly that John and I wanted a baby boy and she also said we're gonna get him. I think I am gonna do this in a bit of a bulleted list kinda way just to make it easier.
Posted by Jenn at 5:26 AM 1 comments
Labels: tarot card reading
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Where Is Jenn And What Have You Done With Her
I am slowly being taken over by the feminine hormones in my body. I have bought 3 dresses and 2 pairs of shoes in the past month. (Dressy shoes, not sneakers). Anyone who knows me knows that this is very unusual behaviour. Alas, I'm really diggin the 40s pin up look these days. The shoes, the clothes, the hair. Everything. I guess the jeans and t-shirt phase of my life is over.
Posted by Jenn at 3:55 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
I Miss You
Today is one of those I miss you days. I can't lie, everyday is an I miss you day but some days are worse than others. It's amazing how many things you take for granted. A hug, a kiss, a smile. It's amazing what you find yourself missing once you no longer get to experience it on a daily basis. It sucks.
Posted by Jenn at 3:18 AM 2 comments
Labels: deployments suck
Monday, January 26, 2009
Man, I Hate Being A Woman
Ugh. Please remind me why women have to suffer through this in order to get pregnant. It makes it even better when it's been 4 months and the cramps are enough to make you kill someone (lets keep sharp objects out of reach) and I'm not sure that FF really understands the definition of heavy. I need a "I just lost every ounce of blood in my body" option. I need a portable toilet cuz these awesome fem products just ain't working too well. I'd be better off in a diaper (which it feels like I am wearing anyway). Blah, can't wait til this is over.
Posted by Jenn at 2:06 PM 3 comments
Labels: AF after a long cycle
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Finally!!!
Cycle Day 1. That was the second longest cycle I ever had. 139 days.
Posted by Jenn at 4:03 PM 1 comments
Labels: long cycle
Thursday, January 22, 2009
By The Way
Is it a presidential requirement that your wife be ugly and dumpy?
Posted by Jenn at 3:58 AM 2 comments
Oh.My.God
No Doubt is going on tour this summer with Paramore!
Posted by Jenn at 3:50 AM 1 comments
Labels: concerts
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Really?
They're making Britney Spears change the name of her single If You Seek Amy. (Say it slowly and you'll get it).
Posted by Jenn at 2:05 PM 4 comments
Labels: sexism?
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Tarot Reading
I went to a psychic today and got a tarot reading done and I got nothing but good news!!!! I am so excited! I'll go into details later but I am soooo excited and happy!!!
Posted by Jenn at 9:32 PM 0 comments
Friday, January 16, 2009
What Is Wrong With The World
I don't know if anyone watches stupid reality TV like me, but I watched Rock of Love Charm School and I saw almost every episode and I missed the reunion. Anyway, on the reunion show, Sharon Osbourne got into a fight with Meagan. (She's the annoying, ditzy blonde girl who uses her "hot" body to manipulate guys and try to get her way with everything). What happened was, Sharon told her she shouldn't breed. (LOL!) I completely agree with that. Call me a modern day feminist but, women who use only their looks to get around aren't worth shit to the world...but,
Posted by Jenn at 2:34 PM 0 comments
Labels: celebutardity
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Speaking Of IF
1. Kick the Habit In England, researchers report that smoking diminishes fertilization in women by two-thirds. A study by the University of Bristol and St. George's Hospital Medical School revealed that cotinine, the main by-product of nicotine, is a long-lasting substance that concentrates in the follicular fluid of the ovaries (2) and affects conception. Women who smoke harmed their ovaries, according to a University of Iowa study. Cigarette smoke decreased the number of eggs a woman produces each month. This may be partially due to the higher levels of male hormones such as androgen and testosterone found in smoking women. Smoking also tends to decrease estrogen, the hormone responsible for producing fertile mucus and making the cervix more receptive to sperm (3). Smoking also interferes with reproduction because of its effect on nutrients. For example, vitamin C levels decrease 20 to 40 percent in men who smoke one pack of cigarettes per day. When vitamin C drops, a man's sperm are not only more sluggish, but they tend to clump together. Less vitamin C also results in more abnormally formed sperm and fewer sperm overall. A Galveston, Texas research team decided to test the effect of vitamin C supplementation on male smokers. On average, the subjects' semen contained 43 percent less ascorbic acid (vitamin C) than what is generally found in healthy young adults. However, when two of the test groups received either 200 mg or 1000 mg tablets of vitamin C each day, these levels improved within the first week. The supplemented men showed weekly recovery in sperm health. Most impressive, however, was the substantial sperm health improvement the 1,000 mg group exhibited over the men taking only 200 mg of vitamin C. Overall, the men taking more vitamin C experienced an average improvement of 40 percent in six different sperm qualities. Those taking 200 mg improved by 15 percent. There was no change in the placebo group (4). Nicotine and its by-products can hurt reproductive tissues. If the vitamin C depleted due to smoking isn't replaced, this nutrient can't do its job and repair the damage. Of course, men should quit smoking rather than try to compensate for the harm smoking does to their reproductive systems. 2. Dump your Diet Recent evidence indicates it's not only fat, but where fat's distributed on the body that influences fertility. A Dutch research group studied 500 women who came to their clinic for artificial insemination. They discovered women whose hips were larger than their waist were more likely to get pregnant than women whose waists were wider. This abnormal fat distribution is associated with a masculizing effect on the body and may be responsible for decreased fertility. The researchers point out, however, that a woman of normal weight is more fertile than one who is either too fat or too thin (5). German researchers took 25 sedentary women and observed the effects of dieting on their menstrual cycles. Of the women who lost more than two pounds per week, 10 developed disturbances in the luteal, or second, half of their cycles. Another five experienced impaired follicular development. A follicle is a sac within the ovary which houses the egg during its growth. One explanation for these changes is the decrease in the hormone, prolactin that occurred while these women were dieting. Lower prolactin was also correlated with decreased estrogen levels (6). All of these reproductive disturbances could compromise fertility. Men are not excluded from the effects dieting has on fertility. Scientists at Boston's Massachusetts General Hospital recruited a group of overweight men to test the impact of fasting on reproductive function. After these men fasted for six to seven days, their plasma testosterone fell by one-third. This hormone returned to its original level once the men began eating normally for several days. The researchers speculated that fasting has a direct impact on men's testicles. Lack of food, they think, may inhibit hormone formation or reduce a testicle's response to hormones (7). 3. Timing is Everything Although investigators couldn't offer a concrete reason why this was so, they said it is possible that the pituitary or pineal glands are more active during these times. The endometrial layer lining the uterus may also be more receptive during winter. Or it may be that, for some unknown reason, a woman's eggs are more fertile in November (8). These findings should not surprise anyone. Nature is cyclical. Not only does a woman's fertility peak during a particular period each year, but also at a specific time each month. The egg lives a short 24 hours during a menstrual cycle. Using natural family planning methods to observe and chart cervical mucus, basal body temperature and other fertility signs, a couple can pinpoint when conception will most likely occur.
Although we all know that smoking isn't good for you, there's yet another reason to avoid or kick the habit: decreased fertility. Both women's and men's reproductive systems appear to be affected by cigarette smoke--whether inhaled directly or as secondhand smoke. Many harmful substances found in cigarette smoke including nicotine, carbon monoxide and carcinogenic and mutagenic compounds. Panayiotis Zavos, PhD, University of Kentucky, says: "The argument against smoking holds true for anyone wishing to conceive, but it is particularly imperative for individuals (male or female) having difficulty in conceiving." (1)
Debates rage on about the safety and effectiveness of weight loss diets. When considering the pros and cons of dieting, you need to include fertility.
Animals display distinct seasonal changes in their reproductive abilities. Interestingly, the same is true for people. Although the seasons have a minimal impact on modern societal activities, our bodies still respond to changes in the seasons. It is well documented that men's semen quality and count varies throughout the year reaching its peak as winter ends and spring begins (February to March). A British study illustrated a similar trend in women. Several women were seen at Jessop Hospital in Sheffield for artificial insemination. This is important to mention because it clarifies that frequency of intercourse and rate of ovulation did not influence conception. Researchers found that conception, using insemination, was more common from early winter to early spring (October to March). The most fruitful month was November.
Posted by Jenn at 1:12 PM 0 comments
Labels: natural ways to help conception
About Going Private
I've thought about it and ya know what? F that. Why should I block people from reading my profile cuz a few nutty people have to know what is going on in my life. I say, go ahead. There are plenty of women that are going through IF right now and while I am not talking about anything IF or TTC related right now, I still have my older posts that could help them and there will be new ones as soon as John gets back.
Posted by Jenn at 1:09 PM 0 comments
Monday, January 12, 2009
Could The Loooong Cycle Be Ending?
I think AF is coming! My boobs started hurting the other day. Let's hope. I kinda want it but I don't really want to deal with it. It's been 126 days already. Ugh. 4 cycles since February...that's ridiculous.
Posted by Jenn at 5:28 AM 0 comments
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Who Tries To Be Tough On XBOX?
Seriously.
Posted by Jenn at 3:50 AM 1 comments
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
WTF?
There was a baby sock outside the door. Way to make me think about babies even more. Are you kidding me? What are the chances of that?
Posted by Jenn at 1:08 PM 0 comments
Baby Fever
I don't know what it is lately but I am so restless about TTC lately. It could be the 121 day cycle I am on, or maybe it's cuz every time I go to myspace they have the 'you might know this person' section and I swear more than half the girls I knew in high school that are younger than me all have at least one child.
This sucks.
I hate hate hate that I can't try right now. I also hate the fact that even though I know better and really don't want to get my hopes up, I still have that shred of hope that I will get pg while John is home for leave. I mean honestly, I am not even getting AF right now so it is highly unlikely that it will happen. That's the other thing that has me going. I have the worst itch to take a pregnancy test. I haven't had AF since September 9th. John left September 21st. I don't even think it is realistic to think I may have ovulated on cycle day 12. Of course then I start to think, well, sperm can live up to 5 days (or so) and then I think, Oh man! It's possible!
I WISH.
I should just buy a cheapy dollar store one and get it over with. Maybe that will bring on AF. Or maybe I need a serious reality check over here.
At least it proves one thing, my mind still plays tricks on me even when there is no chance of me being pregnant right now. Ahhh, the joys of IF.
P.S. Babe, please don't get your hopes up...I'm just being insane.
Posted by Jenn at 1:39 AM 1 comments
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Going Invite Only
I may be going invite only. This means, if you want to keep reading this blog, you need to send me your e-mail address so I can invite you.
Certain people pertaining to a certain matter are looking at my blog way too frequently and quite frankly I'm getting annoyed. I started this blog as a way to vent about things and express my opinions about many different subjects, not so people can keep watch and read my every move.
Especially people that have no business reading it.
It's still up in the air whether I will or not cuz I really don't want to have to do this, but I've been left no other choice.
I'll be doing this on Saturday if I do and I'll post a reminder by Thursday if I still decide to do so.
I believe my e-mail address is on my profile page so that is where you need to e-mail me your address. Please leave "Blog Invite" as the subject.
Posted by Jenn at 4:38 AM 3 comments
Monday, January 5, 2009
eBay
Sweet, sweet eBay.
Posted by Jenn at 12:54 AM 0 comments
Labels: eBay