It's Just One Of Those Days

So I'm sitting here thinking of how many people have babies and are having babies (celebrity and non) and ya know what? I'm jealous. Flat out jealous. I want to keep trying, I want to be able to keep trying. I want to not have to try. I just wish that I could go about my business and try like most people do and then wait impatiently to see if I will be gettin 2 lines or if I'll be getting cramps. I want to be able to be surprised. All this infertility stuff doesn't leave much of a surprise. I just always wanted to wake up one morning and realize, holy shit, I'm late and rush out to the store, buy a test and take it. I haven't even had AF since September 9th! That's 83 days. Worst of all is I keep being told that I will conceive when he gets back from Iraq. Ok, just because half the military wives do, doesn't mean I will. I'm not saying I won't, but it's a lot less likely for me. Oh well. That's my crabass rant for the day. I'm going to sleep.

I Just Fell In Love

With my new laptop. It's so nice and light and small. I have such an awesome husband to buy me such a wonderful Christmas gift. Even a world away, he still makes me the happiest person on this earth.

Nothing new to report. Life isn't too exciting. My sister is here on vacation and we've had a blast. I don't think we've ever gotten along so well in our entire lives. I'm really enjoying it and I don't want her to leave. But, only a month until I am visiting her in Georgia so it won't be too bad.

Other than that, I've just been trying to keep busy.

Pet Peeve Of The Day

When people who are dating refer to their boyfriends as their hubby.

On a side note. I missed my 100th post, but it couldn't have been a happier post.

Wow

It's been so long since I last posted. I have much to bitch about, but no energy to write. However, a BIG HUGE CONGRATULATIONS to Emma on her long awaited, and very well deserved pregnancy. Sticky vibes to you girl!!!!