I Am Just So Confused

This is what my chart looks like as of today. I don't even know what to think anymore. As you can see I had a major temp spike when I got my positive pg test and then I got a negative and it took a hell of a dive. My coverline was at 97.15 and then they changed it to 97.03. I am 95% positive I had a chemical pregnancy due to the positive test, the temp spike, the negative test and the temp dive. I don't know what my temps are supposed to do after that happens cuz I wasn't temping the last time this happened but I only have two temps below my coverline and I know that they say individual temps really don't matter, it's the whole picture. Oh well, I think I may test tomorrow if AF doesn't start.

Figured I'd Share, But Don't Get Excited

This is what I got on Friday morning but like I said, don't get excited. Every test I've taken since then, including a digital, have been negative. I guess this is a chemical pregnancy or a dud of a test. I was so excited. But at least John won't miss everything now when he deploys. It was pretty exciting though to see that positive even though it's so light you can barely see it.

This Is How I Know

How often people look at my page.

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Wow

When will the children grow up? I guess for some that will never happen. Just curious why they would be searching a certain someone with the initials S.B. that I know of. Hmmm.

We're Done

John and I have officially quit TTC. With him getting deployed, I don't want him to miss the birth and the first months of our child's life. I think it's the best thing for us to do right now. We will try again when he is on his leave and then again when he comes back. Good thing is, if we need to do IVF, the money that we will save from Iraq will cover that. So that's that. We're sad but we know it's the best decision. I just can't believe after 16 months, we'll be on a break for the same amount of time.