So I just read on BZ that sometimes you can get a false reading on OPKs while you are on Clomid. Super. I hope that's not what happened. I'll be really upset. I swear I felt O pains on the 15th though. Who knows. I could have just built some follicles and just didn't release an egg. That would be super too. That would mean more cysts. Only this time they would be on both my ovaries.
All I ever wanted to do was be a mother and it is the one thing that is still out of my reach. I have a great house, a wonderful husband, we have plenty of money for us and for a baby, and yet, undeserving, ungrateful, horrible women get babies. Yeah, makes sense to me.
I ask you, "god"... Who thinks this is funny?
Update: I looked it up on Google and this is what I found...just a positive OPK is not a good enough indicator of ovulation. Especially when you are on Clomid you can get a false positive OPK, meaning that the test is positive but you did not actually ovulate. Starting a temperature curve will give you close to 100% reassurance what happened with your ovulation.
Once again, Super.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Super. *Updated*
Monday, March 10, 2008
This Is Ridiculous *Updated*
I hate Fertility Friend. Ok I take that back. I hate my BODY. My OPKs clearly indicated I ovulated, but, my temps sure as hell aren't. http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/19c4c9 That's the link to my chart for anyone who reads this blog that charts as well. I know that the PCOS could be screwin up the OPKs but I never got a positive before. Not even with the 50mg of Clomid. Ugh, I don't even know what to think.
Update: Ok I put in some fake temps over the next 4 days and it gave me dotted crosshairs for the 15th which is when I am 99% positive I ovulated. I don't know yet what the dotted lines mean, but, I asked my girls on BZ and I am waiting on a response from them.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Ok So Now What?
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
I Hate The Army
Yeah, so I got me a positive OPK, but no husband! He is stuck at work tonight cuz some asshole didn't tell them when they first found out, that they had to clean for some inspection. SO instead, they have to stay late tonight. Super.
Look What I Got!
THIS IS MY FIRST EVER POSITIVE OPK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now let's just hope my tubes aren't blocked or anything equally as bad that would keep fertilization from occuring!
WISH ME LUCK!!!
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
CD 12
And no positive OPK yet. I'm not too discouraged though. I still have til Saturday or Sunday at the absolute latest to get a positive OPK. I just hope this cycle is it. I really think that for a chick my age, 14 months is definitely long enough to try for a baby.
