Put The Bottle Down

Ya know what really bothers me? When pregnant women think that drinking alcohol is the biggest deal ever. If you can't go 9 months without a drink, maybe there's a problem you need to address. I also hate it when all they talk about is how they can't wait to get drunk after they have their baby. Ya know what I would be saying if I was pregnant? I can't wait to have this baby so I can meet him or her. Alcohol is going to be the farthest thing from my mind. After you have a baby, you have responsibilities and one of them is NOT getting drunk. I guess I'm just super sensitive cuz of the hard time I am having over here and it just frustrates me when women take that beautiful child they have inside of them for granted.

Clomid. Take Two

I got my Clomid! I'm so happy. I really hope this works this time. I am sooooo ready to be pregnant. I have been for quite sometime now. It's the one thing I've wanted to be most since I was younger. Hopefully the wait will be over now.

Oh Yeah, About My Cycle...

I got my first natural cycle in 10 months!!!! I started spotting on Thursday and thought it was pretty weird cuz I never spot. Well, the next day, I actually got it! On my own! I was in so much shock. And the best part? When I go to my doctor's appointment tomorrow, I will be on CD5, which means I can start the Clomid THAT DAY! I can walk in there and be like gimme a prescription, I got a baby that needs to be made! Now let's just hope that she gives me that prescription and doesn't want to do a silly u/s or anything first. She better monitor this cycle and give me a higher dosage too. If she doesn't, I am gonna tell her I want the higher dosage anyway.

Crap, I got so much to do. I gotta get back on a temping schedule, I gotta cut down on the caffeine, and I gotta start my prenatals again.

Ahhhh, Home.

So, back from Anchorage. Definitely an awesome time. I finally got to go to Koots. That place is really cool. A bunch of different bars in one building, can't go wrong there. The only part that sucked was when my husband had to go to the car to put a different shirt on cuz apparently white T-Shirts aren't allowed. ...Insert Odd Face Here... I don't get why they aren't, but they aren't. The messed up thing was he wore one all night Friday night and they didn't say a word.

But anywho...

It totally sucked cuz he went to the car, and then Cabrerra gets a text from someone after a short while and just as the text comes through, his phone dies. Of course. Well, we assume it was John so we go get stamped to walk out and then come back in. Well, we don't see him at the car, he wasn't in line, (which he actually was, we just didn't see him), and apparently, you have to wait in line even though you have a stamp and have already waited in line once. So, we wait and wait and wait some more, and finally we make it up there. Then, of course, they want to see our ID's again. Super. John has mine. So I told them that my husband has my ID and he is inside and they make me wait in the front area where there is no door, in a tank top, while Cabrerra went to go find my husband. Gay. Other than that though, it was an awesome time. There was even a live band in part of the bar that was really good.

Let's see what else...

I went to see a glacier. Oh yeah, it was awesome. It was mostly covered in snow, but I did get to see some of the blue on it. Even the snow up there was blue. We were drivin around looking for it and I was lookin at the snow on the side of the road and it was blue. Super cool. I got tons on pictures from the trip so be sure to check those out on my myspace page if ya want. Most will be in the Alaska folder.

I Think I Am Gonna Cry

So I went to my sister's myspace page and what do I find under her pictures? The pics she took of me about 4 or 5 years ago. I was so skinny! It makes me downright depressed to see that versus what I look like now. So, I'm going to start losing weight. I need to drop 30 pounds to be at my normal weight. The weight I was when I moved up here. Ugh. I went and checked my BMI and I am thisclose to being overweight. I'm now not only short, but fat too. Ick.

One Year

So today marks the day I came to Alaska. I can't believe it's been a year already. We got engaged one year ago today too. He proposed to me when I got off the plane and we were waiting for my baggage. He asked me to hold something and I open my hand and get a ring box. Ahhh, I love it. I was in shock and I literally asked him if he was serious lol. I'm just so glad he didn't get on one knee and propose and shit. Ick.

Spelling

If you are going to be passionate about something in life and label yourself as such, don't you think you would take the time to spell it correctly?

Ah the ignorance of people (and society in general) astounds me.